Well it's 12:15 on the 13 of December, but i'm going to type about the 12th. It actually wasn't that bad. I went to school which i hate for the most part, but it was rather easy. The only class that wasn't so good was my English class, but i'm not going to get into that. I rather be happy and what not. Oh and after school I got to hang out with my boyfriend. Yes, for those who didn't know I did get a boyfriend and I love him very much. He is so sweet to me, I just wish I could do more for him. Well after I hung out with him, I come to my "home" and it's not so pleasant. Like nothing extreme happened today, you can just get the aura of loneliness, death, depression and a lot more. But yeah, I suck it up and deal with it. But my day was pretty good, and OH! I forgot, i'm not talking to my "friend" because she is a bitch and I'm tired of her shit. It's rather ridiculous[spelling?] the stuff she does. But yeah, I have completely ignored her, and she deserves it. And that's intense coming from me who doesn't really want bad things and what not to happen to others. But yeah, and i hope that today the 13th goes well. Write more later. peace.
Watching my heart break piece by piece,
Holding back words which i shall not speak,
But when i see you just that little while,
I really can't help but have a smile,
And now I wait for that pain to take place,
Wiping the smile right off my face,
For happiness is something that does not stay,
So back to the darkness in which I lay.